do i care

pshhhh bourd as ushual. so im writing. i dont know why...ive asked myself. but its quite, in my head i mean in my mind, thoughts. gahhh does it matter, if the words dont make sence, if im a bad speller. do i care. Do they care. or are they doing the same job the did an eon ago. i wonder if they got paid more...would they retire... and leave me with my words. well i dont care, not about this, not for now. not for them....